Monday, December 15, 2008

Dastard, ecclesiastical, and fabricate

I wonder if he believed in me. When he made those joking references to our future, I knew that would never be real for us. But did he see that for me anyway? Did he already know he'd be replaced, and that I would continue on my path the same without him?

These are the thoughts that ran through my mind as I entered the church for his funeral.

We'd said goodbye once before. I hadn't imagined having to do it again this way.

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