Spoony and asperity

You think that what you feel is good, great, real. You think that you have it under control. You think you can feel almost uncontrollably in love and yet still keep your wits about you. You think so much you almost believe you think more than you feel.

Then something like this wakes you up. Something like this happens, and in fact it keeps you up at night. You toss and turn and you fret and you wonder what you did to deserve something like this. Something like this changes everything, even while your feelings stay the same.

It's cruel reality. Because sometimes love can't overcome something like this.

You're going to have to see what happens. You're going to have to trust. And you're going to wish you didn't have to.