Losing steam, unwilling to blame outside factors, not wanting to blame myself. Can't fathom other way, especially not this close to the start. Angry at my sloth, my fear, my inhibition. Already been watching it meddle with other parts of me; already cursed and cursing. This can't end before it even begins. Too many people are watching. Not to mention, my heart is on the line.
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