Cadge and aright

When you look at me that way, it's impossible not to think it might be so. Impossible not to see the perfect white fences and vines growing up the side of the house and azaleas in the yard. Impossible not to dream, to hope, to want the things you see in movies and TVs. Worse, it's impossible not to wonder if you might actually get them.

That's why you have to go. Because when you look at me that way, I'm not strong enough to face reality. So please, please leave. Just go. That way I can be strong the way I know best: alone.